so i studied emath. and i really did.
only not as productive as it should be.
and i kept eating.

"what day is it?"
"thursday"
":O so fast!"
and i hadnt realised it till today.
saturday, sunday and school.

i should learn not to watch 9pm movie.
my eyes are not made for it.

& i want to watch No Reservations even though its said to be a lousy movie.
but who can actually watch with me. tsk. stupid.

ok the only reason why im here is,

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY QUARRELSOME :D
(sorry not photo, im using my sister's com)

common test is coming really really soon.
and ive done little to prepare myself :(
but the studyable subjects are just chem and e.geog this week.
and ive yet to get partial fractions right.

i got my teddy biscuits :D
thanks ah grace.ill share it with you tmr.
(someone should award me for being generous)

AH I BETTER GET OFF THE COM.
my sister's laptop is irritatingly nice.
made my tablet look so - old.
but then again, maybe its just the vista.

GET WELL SOON GAD!
(the last time i said that was to delight.
ahhh partners)

WHAT IF.
what if its true.
can you do anything about it?

& yes, im irritated at you.
ok maybe not irritated. annoyed.

i learnt this last sunday!
Love your friends like how you love yourself
says a lot, doesnt it.

[	Current Mood	|	happy	]
[	Current Music	|	the great escape-boys like girls	]

YESTERDAY was a good day.

went to Sentosa with Diana & Hazzie.
(though i got cheated when they said they'll study there.
nonetheless, i still studied. when they were playing)
only queued for 1/2 hour at doughnut factory :O
and it was all great fun.

 
GUESS WHO! HAHA

NATIONAL DAY CELEB.
crumps+m outing :D
and we went to the airport. hoho.
 
This is melody.

 
Look at that sleepyhead.

Sentosa Trip!

hazzie got tempted.

 
diana too (but i didnt!)

 
yay(:

 
it got hot.

 
the beach was clean :O
i thought all spore beaches are dirty.


this girl is very cute.


Guess what she was doing.
and thats what i get for not playing, my tan wasnt tt bad


Eating milo cereal


EW. wet & sticky.
(i was clean & dry)


(budget) meal time.

"hi. im asilah.
my life is filled with weird creatures.
from best friends to strange sisters"
im watching naturally sadie now.
but i changed the lines a bit, duh.

One down. four more to go.
i want to get this week over and done with

it's gadis's birthday tomorrow! :D
ahh im happy for her somewhat.
come to think of it, the year's coming to an end.

ok. this wont be a :D post cause my ipod got stolen :(
my mom went "how could you lose it"
for heavens sake, i didnt lose it, it got stolen.
and i told her countless of times and what did she say?
"why were you so careless?how could you lose such a thing?"
need i say more?

but everything's a blessing in disguise, i guess. i think.
i can get my red nano now.

its monday, again.
monday = school
i cant wait for friday to come.
im counting down to the days.
something ive never done before.

why, im glad to see you happy.
at least either one of us has to benefit from this.
dont get me wrong. i wasnt being sarcastic.

[	Current Mood	|	accomplished	]
[	Current Music	|	the way i are-timberland	]

today was fulfilling like anything.
i realised so much more.
i feel reassurance once again.
but first, i need to ace my common test.
now thats a problem.

but for once, in a long time, i feel genuine happiness.
and ironically, its because of the teachers.

m&m, you're going down.

tomorrow's friday.and its debbie's birthday (:
im thinking if i should stay up to wish her happy birthday.
oh who am i kidding. duh i should.

"INSPIRE"

[	Current Mood	|	tired	]
[	Current Music	|	Dance inside-the all-american rejects	]

Empathy & Conflict.
What's with today?

i have this bruise right at the middle of my leg.
its so huge & ugly. and theres starting to be a hump.
stupid car door.

Conversation between 2 act-chim students:
"its like a bruise. if you keep touching it, it'll worsen."
"not if you touch it with medication!"
"ya, what if you put the wrong medication? itll be so much worse"
"got such things as wrong medication ah? like what?"
"errrr..."
Lesson to learn, stop using personification.
so today, i made a new theory/philosophical statement,

"the key to a good friendship is to overlook the bad and concentrate on the good.think about it, all conflicts start from something bad."
"hmm ya ya"
"you find one conflict thats about something good then ill take back what i said"
"(silence)"
"(:D)"

Okay.
Off to do maps. bye.


(we were comparing legs)

[	Current Mood	|	sleepy	]
[	Current Music	|	The Fray-Over my head	]

im going to sleep soon.
so heres a quick one.

assumptions bring you to nowhere.

M&M, you're my rival. and i hate you.
ok la, i dont hate you.
i just wish you werent that good. hrmpf.
(sigh)

school's boring, as usual.
what can you expect from it,
catching a student making out with a teacher?
hah. fat chance.

i wanted to sleep at 10 but in the end, its alr 11:15. piss off.

it may not be the best way, but its not bad either.
who knows, its for the better. yea? yeaaaa...

:O

:/

:(

it takes some good to make it hurt.

you asked me to trust you.when you just did what you claim you wouldnt right infront of me.does it pay to be subtle.or you prefer to be direct.thanks a lot.i pinned my hopes on the wrong person.im starting to think the whole time spent with you is all a waste. but i cant deny,i was happy when you were around.and i get it,i really do.frankly speaking, i didnt expect myself to be that affected but i guess i did.i wish i could say whatever to this but i cant.im thinking you can, and you would.if it makes the world a happier place,why wouldnt you sacrifice our friendship right?if they cant accept your circle of friends, maybe you should start rethinking your friendship with them. im not pushing the blame to them or asking them to be the victim here.cause right now, i dont care.

its pissing off sitting backstage and listen to all the award winners.
makes me frustrated, impatient & extraordinarily determined in a slightly negative way.
if it happens, i can at least make the stereotyped school shut up, for once.
im getting sick of the negativity that the school has been giving.
and its not just from school. home's no different.

How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror